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| Title: |
11. Afraid To Love Again |
| Artist: |
Aflunky
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| Album: |
Breakdown |
Track #: |
11 |
| Copyright: |
2008 L.I. Records |
Encoded By: |
AFlunky |
| Description: |
Story of my pain and struggles as a single father of two. Nominated for DM's Best Hip Hop Song 2007.
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| Lyrics: |
[chorus]
My heart is not to be played with,
Not easily faded, but oh so jaded,
so if you, want to get with me girl,
you gotta see girl, that I'm afraid to love again
[verse 1]
I never ever thought that I'd return to square one,
just me by myself with my two little ones,
no one to hug in bed, so hard to love again,
still wounded by my last love, can you blame a man?
I never did play, I never was a pimp,
as a youngin' I was picked on, cried home like a wimp,
now I'm grown I still cry but not just for me,
but for my little girls growing up with just daddy.
where's mommy I they would ask, oh what do I say,
still feeling all the hurt from being betrayed,
dismayed at how she just walked away, Chardonnay,
Mommy's with grandma, she'll be back another day.
gotta learn to be a man, gotta learn to understand,
things happen for a reason, some sort of master plan,
I've made my mistakes and I wanna learn from them,
so I can better myself for my two children.
[chorus]
[verse 2]
So now I wonder to myself, how can I love again,
knowing how much it hurts to have my heart broken,
soaked in my own despair, how could she, how dare,
it's not fair to just chalk it up to life's not fair.
The worst thing I ever felt, stomach tied in a knot,
the most excruciating feeling, just wanted it to stop,
wanting it to go away, I didn't care if I died,
I wanted to, God only knows how hard I tried.
I cried as I put the knife to my own skin,
she saw the whole thing and she did nothing,
I cried on my feet, I cried on the phone,
at the end it was all in vein, now I stand alone.
Much stronger than I was, all this just because,
I changed myself, to take better care of my three loves,
but if to love means to hate, then I'm taking off the gloves,
I don't ever wanna feel that way again, no way, cuz...
[chorus]
So be patient, I don't want to rush things,
I wanna get to know you, and learn to trust you,
and know my little girls come first, I,
I wanna be your best friend, Then maybe I may love again.
[chorus]
I don't want that, I wanna be okay, I,
I'm so afraid I, don't wanna be played,
So be real, don't try and pretend then,
Maybe in the end, I will learn to love again.
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